Sometimes I really really really really really hate myself… like right now. Fuuuuuuck. :(
blessing the boats
“may the tide
that is entering even now
the lip of our understanding
carry you out
beyond the face of fear
may you kiss
the wind then turn from it
certain that it will
love your back may you
open your eyes to water
water waving forever
and may you in your innocence
sail through this to that”
-Lucille Clifton
Romans 14:7-8
For we don’t live for ourselves or die for ourselves.
If we live, it’s to honor the Lord. And if we die, it’s to honor the Lord.
So whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord.
GPOYW
I’m getting very excited for winter break and Christmas! Just being with family and seeing friends from home makes me happy :) Yayayayay.
Another thing I’m happy about.. my old best friend started talking to me again! Ahh I am so glad. I’ve been so sad and depressed over the whole situation.. I know that she was mad at me and I was somewhat mad at her, but I just miss her so much that I don’t care about what I was mad about anymore. I just want things to go back to the way they were :) Hopefully we’ll get together over my looong winter break!
Took a Spanish exam today.. and I think I did super well! Yayay I love when I think I am going to do horrible on something and end up doing good! Woooooooo.
LOVE.
Thanksgiving is soon! Thank God. I’m ready for a break from school :) and for some good home cooked food! yay.
I’m booooooooored. Grrr.
I love John Mayer.
There I just said it,
I’m scared you’ll forget about me.
— John Mayer, Edge of Desire (via crookedtooth)
all i do is search.. but i don’t know what for. something new. something that is my own. something to love. dsgiohparoeipghadsklflk;dszjvk;lnaeiosghasdfklhadslgkj.
...
Optimism and being able to see that little patch of sunshine on a bad day takes a lot of practice.
I love the office. yes :)
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